From Lee B.

Maybe the happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.

Maybe when one door closes, another opens; but, often times, we look so long at the closed door that we don't even see the new one which has been opened for us.

Maybe the brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; after all, you can't go on successfully in life until you let go of your past mistakes, failures, and heartaches.

Maybe giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they will love you back. Don't expect love in return; just wait for it to grow in their heart; but if it doesn't, be content that it grew in yours.

Maybe happiness waits for all those who cry, all those who hurt, all those who have searched, and all those who have tried, for only they can appreciate the importance of all the people who have touched their lives.

Maybe you should hope for enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human, and enough hope to make you happy.

Maybe . . you should try to live your life to the fullest because when you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling, but when you die, you can be the one who is smiling and everyone around you is crying.

I ain't gonna lie. Working so much, very little dance, very little friend time. I feel pretty lonely. I have my Bestie to talk to and my BFF to talk to. I have friends. REALLY REALLY AWESOME FRIENDS.

Yet, i want more??

I just purchased a plethora of material goods. Car, Phone, music toys. I do enjoy it all. Bestie, i already spoke to you briefly about this. My feelings are so jumbled and confused. Plus i still have Home Health paperwork to complete. I'll have to save a un-jumbling for later.

Those are my thoughts.

Tired.Lazy.Goodnight.

good luck!!

good luck bestie on all of your tests.. lakers beatin up the Cockets.

Happy Mothers Day <3

Happy Mother's day mom!!

I love my mom :)

So i learned in church today not ONLY to be thankful that we are LOVED, but to be thankful that we have people TO love.

Simple and very humbling.

Lakers gettin' Molly Raped.

oh well.. miss you bestie!!

hung out for Darth Flava bday last night. A lot of fun super dope. About to go get my session on. My arms and shoulders are really sore. Good Stuff.

Status on girls = :(

better luck next time. Ill explain to you when we talk through skype or whatnot. Peace mayn.

Rest

So Ultimate Brawl was this past weekend.
Man.. so much hard work. The show was fantastic however.

Results:

1. Common Ground
2. CADC
3. Pac Modern

Common Ground's show was off the chains.. Vegas theme.. all out. Super Nasty.

I already miss a lot of people who are not returning. I am hoping to get a position on the cabinet. Music tech would be awesome. I am kinda feeling withdrawals. Eh..

Lakers lost today.. watched with my BFF!! A lot of bad calls against the Lakers. That Black Ref is super blind. Then i went to Sevillas. Had a really good time. Just got home, bout to sleep.

Bestie, can you TRY to be cooler on your first day of school.. PLEASE!!

HAHAHAHHAHAHA.. i wish i was there to witness that. You are in my prayers Brother!!

update 4/20/09

don't smoke weed
don't promote it
just be safe.

i do enjoy all the Marley music though :)

so Bestie, glad you got in so quickly. Good luck at your first day of school. Hope its not too rough. HAHAHA!!

So i have a piece selcted to Ultimate Brawl, that's not breaking!! CRAZY!! i am excited for that. We are using Ma Baker again for the set. They didn't like our ideas for a new breaking piece. A lot of us our tired and want a new one. We are not growing in breaking because we haven't tried anything new since... THE BEGINNING OF THE YEAR!!


oh well.

My wrist is still healing as well as my groin. No more blood O.o!! thak goodness.

So............. i think i might be going on a date!?
HAHAHAHA.. with whom you may ask??
ill only tell if you checked up on me..
As for un Dilip.. ill have to tell you in person .. since you are here..

dangit!!

i wanted this to be more in depth.. but so much as passing my mind.. bout to go wrk out.. Peace mayns!!!

PUPDATE.. GET IT!!

So my pup is going in to get drains placed in her cheeks. The drains "Should" relieve swelling and allow excess pus and fluid to be drained from her.

+ can decrease chance of infection
+ decrease swelling

- can increase r/f infection just by being placed
- surgical damage (that doc better not hit an artery)

? don't know pain scale
? might have to wear a cone to keep from scratching at her neck
- she hates the cone


Prayers please :)

miss you Zoe

4:30 am

I found my puppy in my neighbors lawn bleeding from her neck. She was really weak but still breathing. I brought her to the "Pet Hospital" off of Barton. I think she is ok. I am distraught. My puppy is blind!! fuck.

I hope she is ok. My bestie is going with me. Thanks bestie.